All that you seek is within you. Yes, you are creating your life from within. The greatest choice is simply the choice to love yourself. In that you find that you have the right to create what you really desire. In that you find that you actually do desire to create only good for others as well. Kindness is your true nature. Keep checking in to see if you are following your true desire or acting from habit or belief in lack or fear of judgement. Just be free. Let it be light and move forward with grace.
No one is here to condemn you. Angels and Souls of Light are here to cheer you on. That is the perfect term for as you feel the freedom of good cheer you will find that as all is within you, so is this abundance reflected in life. Good can be found in each moment when you awaken to your Self.
We bless you in this”